Sitting

Sitting
And this moment is my path

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Architecture in Puerto Rico






I love all the colors, shapes, and textures of the buildings in Puerto Rico. Here are several examples, ranging from the Forts in Old San Juan, to the town square in Mayaguez.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Fort San Felipe del Morro, Puerto Rico






We recently revisited Puerto Rico--our new favorite spot. The island is small, only about the size of Connecticut, but the culture, people, terrain, history, and beaches are more than memorable! Here are some photos, mostly taken in Old San Juan at El Castillo San Felipe del Morro, the 16th century citadel on the northwestern point of the islet. On the day of our visit, many children were out flying kites.

The Waking


The Waking
BY THEODORE ROETHKE

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.
I learn by going where I have to go.

We think by feeling. What is there to know?
I hear my being dance from ear to ear.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

Of those so close beside me, which are you?
God bless the Ground! I shall walk softly there,
And learn by going where I have to go.

Light takes the Tree; but who can tell us how?
The lowly worm climbs up a winding stair;
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

Great Nature has another thing to do
To you and me; so take the lively air,
And, lovely, learn by going where to go.

This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.
What falls away is always. And is near.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I learn by going where I have to go.


Theodore Roethke, “The Waking” from Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke. Copyright 1953 by Theodore Roethke. Reprinted with the permission of Doubleday, a division of Random House, Inc.

Source: The Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke (1961)

Monday, April 27, 2009

Fear of Clarity (a repost inspired by Don Kern)

We are always the path, the trees, the sky, the beginning and end of each journey.


Art Chickering wrote that college students change--that they "become independent; but it is the independence of a hog on ice. He is on slippery new territory and without familiar footholds; he responds with wild thrashing or bewildered and anxious immobility...There is conspicuous lack of coordination and little observable progress in any direction. Autonomy, the independence of maturity, is quite different. It is secure and stable; coping behaviors are well coordinated to personal and social ends. This kind of maturity requires both emotional and instrumental independence, and recognition of one's interdependencies."

Abram Maslow, the remarkable humanistic psychologist also wrote about the fear of clarity: "If you plan to be less than you are capable of being, then I warn you that you'll be deeply unhappy for the rest of your life. You will be evading your own capacities, your own possibilities. Not only are we ambivalent about our own highest possibilities, we are also in a perpetual and I think universal--perhaps even necessary--conflict and ambivalence over these same highest possibilities in other people, and in human nature in general."

Enlightenment requires us to create space between the gravity of the illusory physical world and the opportunity to transcend into the infinity of each moment. We might strive to conceptualize ourselves as both cloud and sky. The cloud representing our innate ability to be all and the sky representing the infinity of our centeredness. Can any cloud completely disappear? Dissipate? Whether heavy with precipitation or virtually invisible in its light mist, the clouds are there...just as the sun rises each morning whether we can see it or not.

Clarity, however, can be intimidating. Fear or insecurity of our interdependence in the world, the contrast between our personal perceptions of abilities and the tasks handed to us, or the stark reality of our lives can each encourage us to maintain a life of status quo, mediocrity, and passivity.

The Buddha was said to have said, "An undeveloped mind leads to great harm." How will you develop your mind today? What awareness will you allow? What interdependence will you embrace? What lesson will you allow yourself to embrace?